Wednesday, 11 September 2013

darwaze pe dastak kaisi? Koi hai kya? Kon hai wo aur kyo aya hai? Kya usko maloom nahi hai? Mere ghar me aj se pahle koi dastak koi ahat bus uski thi jab se gaya wo chhod k mujhko maine apne darwaze par ek takhti latka rakkhi jis pe likha hai mere ghar me uske bad ki ek hi dastak jispe maine dar khola tha wo dastak tanhai ki thi aur koi is ghar me aa k mere sath basar karne ki soche bhi to akhir kyo? Koi dastak huyi bhi hai? Ya ye mera wahem hi hai? Dastak dene kaun ayega? Kaun hai uske baad hamara?
shayad koi jhonka hoga
Meri bachchi tu kahti hai, ma mujhko tu qatl na karna mujhko dunia me ane de janm se pahle dafn na karna tu kahti hai amma mujhko jeene de mujhko jeena hai tu kahti hai amma mujhko jeevan ka amrit peena hai
meri gudiya teri baate'n sach hain haan main manti hu tujhko bhi jeene ka haq hai sach hai haan main janti hu lekin kya ye tujhko pata hai? beti hona ek gunah hai jab tu ankhen kholegi ha ye wo sansar hai beti jaha pe tujhko insanon ki khaal me liptey kai bhediye milenge beti jinke khuuni panje honge ankho me angaare hawas k tujhko noch k kha jaenge teri rooh bhi nochenge unse gar tu bach bhi gayi to kahi dahej k naam pe tujhko apne bann k aney wale roz dasenge aur ek din ek phone ayega
apki beti jal k mar gayi,
tu hi bata ai meri bachchi tujhpe ye sab beetega to main ye kaise sah paoongi tujhko till til roz sulagta dekh k kaise rah paongi,
tu hi bata ai meri bachchi tu zinda rahkar kya karti.
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